
Daddy is standing outside his business when I arrive. We hug. Itβs always nice to see him. Heβs grinning from ear to ear as he steps back to get a good look at me. I twist from side to side so he can see my dress from multiple angles.
Wade: I canβt believe youβre officially a grown woman. You look goodβpretty dress. Howβs your birthday so far?
Hmm, letβs see. I almost died in a cave, then found out my horse abandoned me. I got lost for a few hours and practically starved to death. Not exactly the best day, but I keep it to myself. I donβt want to spend all day explaining. I want my gift.
Tambara: It was good. But I hope youβre about to make it better.
Wade: Weβll see. Letβs go inside.
Rather than climbing the stairs to his apartment, Daddy leads us into the Man Cave. I prefer that anyway. The furniture and decor are better here.
I sit on the sofa, and Daddy walks over to join me.

Once Daddyβs seated, he dives in like heβs one of my girlfriends.
Wade: So, whatβs been going onβhow was prom? A little bird told me you gave Mr. InZoi the business.
Tambara: Itβs Enzo, Daddy. I donβt know how you found out, but yeahβI had to let him know. Can you believe he thought we were gonna do it in a photo booth? Like Iβd be impressed by his βfuture net worth.β So I told him what Iβm worth right now.
Daddyβs eyes light up, grinning like the Cheshire cat. I hope that same joy shows up in my gift.
Wade: Thatβs my girl.
Tambara: But enough about that. Did you buy me a ranch?

Daddyβs mouth opens and closes, then he gets up and grabs a medium-sized box.
Wade: Not unless it can fit in here.
I stare at the box, heart thumping.
Tambara: Yeah, but the keys can.
Wade: No ranch. You want a ranch, you can buy it yourself. This is something different.
I lift the lid and see a stack of paper. Brochures. Plane tickets.
Tambara: You bought me a trip?!
My mind racesβwhoβs coming with me? Kisha? Maybe Enzo, if he behaves. Iβm already picturing myself grown and sexy in a hotel suite.
But Daddy pops that fantasy like a balloon.
Wade: Yeah, just you and meβfour days in Tomarang.
Me and him? Not me and Enzo. Not me and Kisha.
Tambara: Oh.
His face dims, like I just turned off the lights.
Wade: Unless youβd rather go with someone elseβ¦ I just thought itβd be nice to spend time together. You knowβsince weβve had to live apart for so long.

Oh, so itβs a guilt trip. Not a sexy one.
My vision of silk lingerie and mood lighting fades fast.
Itβs not what I had in mind, but itβs something. I miss waking up with Daddy in the house. When he first moved, I really thought Iβd be living with him. But he said staying with Mom was better.
He wasnβt wrong.
Sexy trips can wait.
Tambara: Thereβs no one Iβd rather travel with.
Daddy smiles, eyes lighting up like he just got the response he hoped for.
Wade: Good. It should be a lot of fun. We leave tomorrow morning.
Tambara: Cool. Uh, can I use your bathroom? Itβs been a long day, and I had a few drinks earlier.
Wade: Of course. This is your home too. But use the one in the apartment. I just closed up down here, and I canβt vouch for the state of that one.
Tambara: Okay, thanks.
I turn and head out.

A trip with my dad. Arenβt trips supposed to be about letting your hair down and doing things youβd never do at home? How am I supposed to do that with Daddy hovering the whole time?
Iβd love for my first woohoo to be on foreign soil, but thatβs not happening if heβs tagging along. He knows Iβm grown, but that doesnβt mean he wonβt be watching me like a hawk every chance he gets.
Oh well. At least Iβll get to see something new. Maybe this trip can be about soaking up the culture instead. Iβll save the sexy solo trips for laterβno moms or dads allowed.
I step into Daddyβs apartment, still low-key annoyed at how small it is – like he never really planned for me to stay here. But whatever. The house I live in with Mom is bigger, and better.
Still, I keep thinking about selling it and finding my dream ranch.
But thatβs a decision for another day.

After using the bathroom, Daddy and I say our goodbyes until tomorrow, and I head home.
Back at the house, I find Mom in the garage doing laundry. Seeing her there makes me feel a little bad about lying to her about my plans today. I know she wouldβve loved to spend my birthday with me.
Tambara: Hey Mommy!
Ma turns and walks over.
Maia: Hey Tadpole! How was your birthday?
Itβs about time she stops using that nickname, but Iβm already feeling bad, so I let it slide.
Tambara: It was what it was. We hung out, ate, and drank. Nothing too special.
Ma pulls out a box thatβs identical to the one Dad gave me, which makes me think they actually talked and coordinated the gift.
Maia: This is for you!
I open the box and see an expensive bag inside.
Maia: Thereβs a set of luggage that goes with it too. Itβs up in your room. Your dad obviously told me about the trip.
Tambara: Thanks, Mom. Itβs beautiful.
And it is. Mom is finally learning that when you have moneyβwhich Iβm sure sheβs getting plenty of from Daddyβs alimonyβyou donβt always have to be frugal. Iβm proud of her.



Maia: Listen, Tami. I know you werenβt with your friends today.
Damn, is this woman psychic? She always knows everything. I tense up.
Tambara: How did youβ
Maia: Mr. Xavier called because he was worried. He said you were missing. You could have told me the truth. I would have understood. You can spend your birthday however you want.
Tambara: I know. I just didnβt feel like explaining anything.
Maia: Thatβs fair. But next time, tell someone where youβre going. If you were truly missing, we wouldnβt even know where to look.
Tambara: Okay. Sorry, Mom.

I can see why my dad and mom split up. My mom is like the epitome of a good person. Sheβs so perfect sometimes that itβs exhausting. I can only take being around her in small doses. Thereβs no way Iβd ever take a trip with her.
Iβm grateful that this trip will be with Daddy instead. At least he knows how to let a few things slide.
I find my cat Majesty at the top of the stairs and suddenly remember when things took a turn for the worse. It was right after Luna died. I was in my room, still grieving, when I heard my parents shoutingβloud, sharp voices cutting through the walls.
Then Daddy walked in holding a kitten.
Why does it seem like every big thing he ever gave me turned into an argument between them?
I rub Majesty between the ears.
Tambara: Maybe I can sneak you in my bag and take you with me on the trip. Would you like to come to Tomarang?

I leave Maj to her toys and finally make my way to my bedroom, knowing I should start packing for my trip. But thatβs a job for another time. Iβve got something else in mind for tonight.
I change into something that gets me in the right mood, then check myself out in the mirror. Finally, I sit at my desk and log into the chat on my computer.
PrtyEyz: *typing* knew youβd be lurking
Enz23: been waiting. what you wearing tonight?
PrtyEyz: nosy πstill mad at you btw
Enz23: so why you here then π
Yeah, Iβm chatting with my prom date, Enzo. He pissed me off during prom, but I never said I was completely done with him. He still might be usefulβin ways that donβt involve photo booths.
PrtyEyz: idk. just know I can do better π πΎ

Enz23: ouch. not you hurting my feelings π©
PrtyEyz: youβll survive. iβm leaving for Tomarang tomorrow anyway… trip w/ my dad
Enz23: wait… and iβm not invited??
PrtyEyz: did i stutter? with my dad
Enz23: ok but we could link tonight before you dip π
I stare at his profile pic, feeling tempted, but getting lost in Chestnut Ridge earlier wore me out.
PrtyEyz: nah. gotta be up early. catch you when Iβm back. gβnite βπΎ
I close the chat without waiting for the typing dots to pop up.
Itβs trueβI can do way better than him. But for now, maybe he can scratch an itch.
Just not tonight.
I shut down my computer and climb into bed.
(Generation 5 Chapter Summaries)
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