
Daddy is standing outside his business when I arrive. We hug. Itโs always nice to see him. Heโs grinning from ear to ear as he steps back to get a good look at me. I twist from side to side so he can see my dress from multiple angles.
Wade: I canโt believe youโre officially a grown woman. You look goodโpretty dress. Howโs your birthday so far?
Hmm, letโs see. I almost died in a cave, then found out my horse abandoned me. I got lost for a few hours and practically starved to death. Not exactly the best day, but I keep it to myself. I donโt want to spend all day explaining. I want my gift.
Tambara: It was good. But I hope youโre about to make it better.
Wade: Weโll see. Letโs go inside.
Rather than climbing the stairs to his apartment, Daddy leads us into the Man Cave. I prefer that anyway. The furniture and decor are better here.
I sit on the sofa, and Daddy walks over to join me.

Once Daddyโs seated, he dives in like heโs one of my girlfriends.
Wade: So, whatโs been going onโhow was prom? A little bird told me you gave Mr. InZoi the business.
Tambara: Itโs Enzo, Daddy. I donโt know how you found out, but yeahโI had to let him know. Can you believe he thought we were gonna do it in a photo booth? Like Iโd be impressed by his โfuture net worth.โ So I told him what Iโm worth right now.
Daddyโs eyes light up, grinning like the Cheshire cat. I hope that same joy shows up in my gift.
Wade: Thatโs my girl.
Tambara: But enough about that. Did you buy me a ranch?

Daddyโs mouth opens and closes, then he gets up and grabs a medium-sized box.
Wade: Not unless it can fit in here.
I stare at the box, heart thumping.
Tambara: Yeah, but the keys can.
Wade: No ranch. You want a ranch, you can buy it yourself. This is something different.
I lift the lid and see a stack of paper. Brochures. Plane tickets.
Tambara: You bought me a trip?!
My mind racesโwhoโs coming with me? Kisha? Maybe Enzo, if he behaves. Iโm already picturing myself grown and sexy in a hotel suite.
But Daddy pops that fantasy like a balloon.
Wade: Yeah, just you and meโfour days in Tomarang.
Me and him? Not me and Enzo. Not me and Kisha.
Tambara: Oh.
His face dims, like I just turned off the lights.
Wade: Unless youโd rather go with someone elseโฆ I just thought itโd be nice to spend time together. You knowโsince weโve had to live apart for so long.

Oh, so itโs a guilt trip. Not a sexy one.
My vision of silk lingerie and mood lighting fades fast.
Itโs not what I had in mind, but itโs something. I miss waking up with Daddy in the house. When he first moved, I really thought Iโd be living with him. But he said staying with Mom was better.
He wasnโt wrong.
Sexy trips can wait.
Tambara: Thereโs no one Iโd rather travel with.
Daddy smiles, eyes lighting up like he just got the response he hoped for.
Wade: Good. It should be a lot of fun. We leave tomorrow morning.
Tambara: Cool. Uh, can I use your bathroom? Itโs been a long day, and I had a few drinks earlier.
Wade: Of course. This is your home too. But use the one in the apartment. I just closed up down here, and I canโt vouch for the state of that one.
Tambara: Okay, thanks.
I turn and head out.

A trip with my dad. Arenโt trips supposed to be about letting your hair down and doing things youโd never do at home? How am I supposed to do that with Daddy hovering the whole time?
Iโd love for my first woohoo to be on foreign soil, but thatโs not happening if heโs tagging along. He knows Iโm grown, but that doesnโt mean he wonโt be watching me like a hawk every chance he gets.
Oh well. At least Iโll get to see something new. Maybe this trip can be about soaking up the culture instead. Iโll save the sexy solo trips for laterโno moms or dads allowed.
I step into Daddyโs apartment, still low-key annoyed at how small it is – like he never really planned for me to stay here. But whatever. The house I live in with Mom is bigger, and better.
Still, I keep thinking about selling it and finding my dream ranch.
But thatโs a decision for another day.

After using the bathroom, Daddy and I say our goodbyes until tomorrow, and I head home.
Back at the house, I find Mom in the garage doing laundry. Seeing her there makes me feel a little bad about lying to her about my plans today. I know she wouldโve loved to spend my birthday with me.
Tambara: Hey Mommy!
Ma turns and walks over.
Maia: Hey Tadpole! How was your birthday?
Itโs about time she stops using that nickname, but Iโm already feeling bad, so I let it slide.
Tambara: It was what it was. We hung out, ate, and drank. Nothing too special.
Ma pulls out a box thatโs identical to the one Dad gave me, which makes me think they actually talked and coordinated the gift.
Maia: This is for you!
I open the box and see an expensive bag inside.
Maia: Thereโs a set of luggage that goes with it too. Itโs up in your room. Your dad obviously told me about the trip.
Tambara: Thanks, Mom. Itโs beautiful.
And it is. Mom is finally learning that when you have moneyโwhich Iโm sure sheโs getting plenty of from Daddyโs alimonyโyou donโt always have to be frugal. Iโm proud of her.



Maia: Listen, Tami. I know you werenโt with your friends today.
Damn, is this woman psychic? She always knows everything. I tense up.
Tambara: How did youโ
Maia: Mr. Xavier called because he was worried. He said you were missing. You could have told me the truth. I would have understood. You can spend your birthday however you want.
Tambara: I know. I just didnโt feel like explaining anything.
Maia: Thatโs fair. But next time, tell someone where youโre going. If you were truly missing, we wouldnโt even know where to look.
Tambara: Okay. Sorry, Mom.

I can see why my dad and mom split up. My mom is like the epitome of a good person. Sheโs so perfect sometimes that itโs exhausting. I can only take being around her in small doses. Thereโs no way Iโd ever take a trip with her.
Iโm grateful that this trip will be with Daddy instead. At least he knows how to let a few things slide.
I find my cat Majesty at the top of the stairs and suddenly remember when things took a turn for the worse. It was right after Luna died. I was in my room, still grieving, when I heard my parents shoutingโloud, sharp voices cutting through the walls.
Then Daddy walked in holding a kitten.
Why does it seem like every big thing he ever gave me turned into an argument between them?
I rub Majesty between the ears.
Tambara: Maybe I can sneak you in my bag and take you with me on the trip. Would you like to come to Tomarang?

I leave Maj to her toys and finally make my way to my bedroom, knowing I should start packing for my trip. But thatโs a job for another time. Iโve got something else in mind for tonight.
I change into something that gets me in the right mood, then check myself out in the mirror. Finally, I sit at my desk and log into the chat on my computer.
PrtyEyz: *typing* knew youโd be lurking
Enz23: been waiting. what you wearing tonight?
PrtyEyz: nosy ๐still mad at you btw
Enz23: so why you here then ๐
Yeah, Iโm chatting with my prom date, Enzo. He pissed me off during prom, but I never said I was completely done with him. He still might be usefulโin ways that donโt involve photo booths.
PrtyEyz: idk. just know I can do better ๐ ๐พ

Enz23: ouch. not you hurting my feelings ๐ฉ
PrtyEyz: youโll survive. iโm leaving for Tomarang tomorrow anyway… trip w/ my dad
Enz23: wait… and iโm not invited??
PrtyEyz: did i stutter? with my dad
Enz23: ok but we could link tonight before you dip ๐
I stare at his profile pic, feeling tempted, but getting lost in Chestnut Ridge earlier wore me out.
PrtyEyz: nah. gotta be up early. catch you when Iโm back. gโnite โ๐พ
I close the chat without waiting for the typing dots to pop up.
Itโs trueโI can do way better than him. But for now, maybe he can scratch an itch.
Just not tonight.
I shut down my computer and climb into bed.
(Generation 5 Chapter Summaries)
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